Jun 30, - Having been on diazepam for only just over a month due to panic disorder I am feeling myself needing, wanting and relying in them. I am also. Silverdale seemed adequate enough, although I hadn't seen it yet. But there was a Harley Davidson dealership over there and I had to check it out. I saw a light. It was there that he ran into a drug dealer buddy who offered him 60 Valium capsules. As the evening progressed, Darrell had too many beers and Bloody Mary's.